Wednesday, January 12, 2005

winners never quit. i quit. why do i feel like i won?

i finally quit EJ. i feel absolutely wonderful.

last night, i stayed up reviewing for a preliminary exam (midterm) and i think i just aced it. the test is good for an hour and a half but i finished it in 10 minutes. i wasn't careless though. i reviewed my answer, never mind that someone else finished ahead of me.

vangie and i talked last night and i'm glad she understands me and my decision. part of me really misses EJ but i know i have to leave if i want them to see that there is a problem with the system - a political system that chooses people not by their capability but by their personal relationships and longevity inside the office.

i seriously need to study for the test later. this morning was excel lecture. this afternoon, i've got excel lab.

mental note to self: call sir robbie of publishing house to delete my copyrighted layout. i'm actually excited to take the test this afternoon. i've practically memorized the program...


  1. "only losers use drugs" became "only users lose drugs"...

  2. haha srsly, this is getting embarrassing. My whiney posts!!! aaaaarrrgh!!!

  3. Aaargh! Hahaha It's not that I despise them. They're still very much a part of me. It's just rather unsettling.