someone died and i could sort of see his guts on the pale concrete. scary. very scary. to think i was eating when i saw it. i was on my way to the office when everyone inside rushed out and when i asked them what it was, they said someone died. he was wearing blue and i could see him from the third floor. such a waste of life. i wonder what he was like. i wonder if he knew God. i wonder if he's with Him right now.